Long time no see !!

[mdan9mm]

Hey everyone, been a long time since i posted here !!,not even sure if i'm in the right spot to just chat. Holy ****, its been at least 6 months since i posted anythng here !!. Hope all of you are doing well...myself ? well for a recap, i started the sub on October 6th 2008, fu**ing amazing that for sum unknown resaon i can remember the exact date !!. im still on it, presently at 16 mg per day, 1 tab in the am and another tab in the pm, although for sum unknown reason to me, i will break a tab in half and take a half, then wait about 15-20 minutes and take the other half, seems to work better for me. i keep telling myself i have to get off of it, oh, just so you guys know, i have had ZERO relapses !! i HAVEN'T HAD ONE PILL since i started the sub. u could put a bucket full of percs in front of me and i dont have the slightest urge to use anymore. i go to meetings twice a week and my home life with the wife and kids has improved 1000 %. i feel great , its nice to have a clear head after 7years of 4 detoxs,numerous relapses ( i was taking 15 to 20 10/500 hydro's a day, percs, etc. and when i ran out i would sniff dope ). so i have came A LONG WAY but i really want to stop the subs but i feel as if i am already addicted to this stuff !! im open for sum imput, but i know your all probably gonna tell me that the wd's are gonna be a living hell !!! .....peace........

[mdan9mm]

thanks for the post,gizz.......i would love to get off the sub all together but for sum reason, probably the addict in me, i feel as if i have to keep taking them ?? im confused on this part...

[gizzy32]

It's great that the sub has worked for you and things are better for you now:) Also going to the meetings like you are is awesome and it sounds like your working your recovery. Are you planning on tapering off the sub? Congrats on all your success.