Here I am again...where I always end up when I'm in a spot that I have so much on my mind that I just have to get it out. Imagine that.
First off...I'm still clean...so now worries there. Almost 2 years actually.
But Friday my husband and I lost an old friend to addiction. Our hearts are broken. He was such a GOOD guy! He didn't deserve it. He had just lost his way is all. He had been lost for quite some time, but we always kept in touch because he lived just down the road. The last few days have made me realize more than ever that addiction really does NOT discriminate! He came from a great family, had a good job, beautiful children and everything in the world to live for. I just don't understand how God can take such good ppl away because they've made a mistake. I know I'm being irrational, but it really does break my heart. We have a viewing and funeral to go to Wednesday, and I'm just not sure how I'm gonna hold up. :(:(