I have been in your spot and have relapsed 157 thousand times. Each one gets worse, and comes quicker. Worse one I didn't sleep for six days straight. Didn't even know what was physically possible. Let this be your last, you got off easy this time. I don't have the answers only you can figure that out. Listening to people on here would be a good start though.
I have always looked up to you as you have always spoke the truth about addiction. Thank you for always doing that as it has helped me thru my trials also.
Congrats on your 11 yrs clean~
As always, a fabulous post! Congrats a few days early on your 11 YEARS!
Congrats on 5 days!! Get going with some aftercare as we need to face our demons we have buried as they do come to the surface.
Glad you have relief and congrats on 5 days. The relief you feel now, unfortunately, doesn't last a lifetime and our addict brains need work to keep us away from drugs. What will you do for aftercare? Do you have that in place?
right on !! day 5 is huge and come Monday the world will be a better place just stay focused and don't slip stay away from any triggers best wishes!!
I am SO glad you put up a Post finally.
Just stay strong, get out and get some Support, always keep your Guard Up and stick around for Support on this site.
Thanks for the info you gave us in my post. This will help us understand your detox a bit more. Just know that as the Brain Chems adjust back, you might go through some Mental. This is the part after the physical. Learning to live in are own skin substances free takes many, many, many changes and new roads. Wishing you the best.
Bless
Vickie
Congrats to you!! Five days is awesome!!! I haven't been on here in a while, but it's nice to come back and see people making it!!! I know it's been rough, but you're doing it, and your story will help those struggling! Keep up the fight, and give yourself a well deserved pat on the back!