My boyfriend. My best friend. The love of my life.
...is struggling with the addiction and currently withdrawals of FentanyI and "Roxie's". I know sobriety and regaining life back by far out stands anything, but he is terrified of losing his son and self owned business. He is one of the most outstanding fathers know to myself. He is such a handsome, talented and hardworking man. He hurt his back, shoulder, hand, hip and feet from years of being a reckless guy; from car accidents, atv accidents, bull riding in rodeos, falling through a wooden bridge into a dried up creek...etc. A family member, I guess "brave enough " to contact his supplier in whom he paid 1000$ monthly for 5 years. Yes things were/are very out of control, but to the naked eye it seemed he was a hard working guy who had lots of energy and got things done. I know an intervention needed to be done, he and I have talked about it numerous of times, he's cried to me. So, now it's just basically myself who is by his side and mainly his choice with the exception of a few who have written him off. He's obviously so terrified of losing rights to his son. His ex cannot find out. He is our main source of income. I am trying to pick up because I pretty much won't doubt that he most likely will have to put the business on a stand still. How and what can we do?? I love him terribly to death. He is getting angry, obviously paranoid, losing hope, has no feelings for anyone most of the time, hasn't slept in 3 days, all sorts of stomach issues, sweating, loss of appetite...etc.
I'm terrified of what's next!! He has not done heroin and I hope and pray he doesn't turn to it. He's said he never would, but anything to numb his pain physically and mentally I'm sure will overstep anything he's said and promised.
So my question is.... How and what do I do? What should and shouldn't I do?
Thank you so much in advance