I know the exact feeling. You feel as if it is some kind of a "sign." Just when you are feeling weak, you get that phone call. Your savior ya know? At that very moment it seems so right to just pick up the phone and a few minutes later all of your problems will vanish. It's amazing how the human mind can play tricks on you. The reality is your problems will just start all over again and any progress you have made will go right out the window and you will be right back where you started. We have to be strong.
Strange you should post this now, as I looked at my phone a few minutes ago, there it was. The phone call. The one you want to answer soooo badly. I've put them off for three days now. Your right though. I need to tell them not to call. That might just be my ticket out of this.
Good idea oxy. I hope you do this. I know you can!!! You are sober now and you can continue to do it! Set yourself free; call these people that supply you and be done with it! I know its gonna be hard, but like I said YOU CAN DO IT!! I wish you the best!