Thank you all for your support. i can't tell you how much your words mean to me, then again, you surely already know! LOL
I finally told hubby today and he's being very supportive. I am considering going c/t instead of tapering this time. Everyone says how the first 4 days are the worst, I think I can do that just need to plan it! i just started a part-time job yesterday, just to get out of the house so i'm not always just thinking about when I can take another dose! I work mon, wed & fridays, so I don't know if it will work out, but I am going to try!
Thanks again you guys! Love to you all!
Feel A Hug!
~shel~
how r u doing today, hun?
warmly,
mj
Relapse is NOT a part of recovery. Relapse is a negative that can happen to someone in recovery. If someone came into the forum saying that they had major cravings and was trying to decide rather to use or not and the answer is "relapse is part of recovery" do ya think they wouldnt use? Dont be ashamed cause it certainly happens to some,,just get back on the wagon,,gl
I am so glad to see you back. I sent you a PM. No I think it was a small book.:)
You are back on track. You know what to do. Now what not to do is to stay secluded because of a relapse. Love ya Shelly
Last year I was tapering off of an 8 a day vike habit and got down to two a day and then not only did I fall off the wagon, the damned thing ran over me!!! In two days I had jumped to 13 a day. Well after washing the wagon tracks off my chest, I am now at six days of no pills and feel great. Don't beat yourself up over this!!!! We call it "one day at a time" because that is the only way to get through this.
As far as your husband goes, there is something I learned a long time ago. No matter how "used to" he gets, or how comfortable he is with you, there is something he should never forget... you are new and exciting to somebody!! If he can't see the excitement in you, trust me, there is someone who can. He should never forget that all women are exciting, wonderful, sexual beings, and all men appreciate that. If you throw your line out there I'm sure you would get a bite. Don't let him take you for granted.
As for the pills, just climb back on that wagon and consider this a bump in the road. You are strong, you are capable, and you are a wonderful caring person. Keep up the good fight and let's get your life back on track.
OK kids...we're all on the same page! LOL
Thanks again for all your support!
Feel a Hug!
~shel~
Geez Nauty..never thought of that....
geez.....give the girl a break. addict=excuses like we all don't know that already.............
The improant part is that you did get back on track!!!!!!! Many of us have relapsed its what ya do after that counts you can either give up and say i just cant do this ,or you can brush yourself and start agian. I know you can do this . If i can help at all let me know OK
avis
I know, I know! It was a "conscience" decision I made and believe me...I know not to blame my environment. I was just trying to explain to my friends why I hadn't been here, I wasn't trying to make excuses.
Thank you for your input though, much appreciated! :)
Hope you're havin' a great day!
Feel A Hug!
~shel~
First off, do not be ashamed. Just get back up and do it! Second, stop making excuses for using. The kids..life..the laundry..job..car...ants in the garden...the dog ate my homework... All of that has to stop. You used, that is the bottom line.
You know what to do.
**** the "wagon" its all about you....don't compare what you've done or not done.....smile, and move forward...I've fallen off many times...its the nature of the disease! Get back up and dust yourself off....."forward is a motive of a champion......backwards is whom the champion beats on the way to the top" So get moving!! :)
Don't ever be embarrassed of a relapse. Relapse is a part of recovery. You got yourself back on track, and thats what counts, and that's what we are all here for. Keep your chin up. It's ok.
luv,
Nauty..................