Quick question

[Spentshells]

Unfortunate to be back in this capacity, but I have a question and would like some input. After the last few months of taking 20+ hydro 10s a day, I stopped Monday afternoon. Thursday evening I slipped and had 2 after finding them in my room. I know I know, should run straight to the toilet and flushed, but the addiction beat my logic. I haven't had any since, and after cleaning my phone out, can never get em again! Yay! But does anyone know how far that sets me back? I'm so pissed cause I felt like the worst was over. Felt like utter crap today, but I'm thinking that was guilt pissing my body off. Any input?

[gnarly_1]

HI  its more of a mental setback then anything  but your going to have to address the addict within you to overcome this  or you will go back out and use   N/A is a great place to start give it a shot...Gnarly

[Spentshells]

Well I think I got lucky, after taking those 2 after 3 days. Felt crappy yesterday, but today is 100X better. Still very lethargic, rls acting up but I slept. Took a 3 mile walk today and it made me feel brand new. Not through this by a long shot, but feeling very optimistic! Thanks to all the kind words! I'll keep posting!

[Spentshells]

Well I think I got lucky, after taking those 2 after 3 days. Felt crappy yesterday, but today is 100X better. Still very lethargic, rls acting up but I slept. Took a 3 mile walk today and it made me feel brand new. Not through this by a long shot, but feeling very optimistic! Thanks to all the kind words! I'll keep p

[EvolverU]

Hello, my friend,

If you're getting some sleep that's a most excellent sign. So, take heart! As TiredinTempe, above, said, just pick yourself up and keep heading in the right direction. Don't look back. You're doing it! Congrats on your efforts and a HUGE hi-five on loosing those numbers! Also, thanks for your honesty re: your slip. Way to be 'witnessed'! Whether you realize it or not you're providing a good example for others who seek to follow in your wake.
Please, let us know how you're doing. Hold fast! Let's make this one stick.

[Spentshells]

Well I was able to get some sleep last night, not great sleep mind you, and woke up feeling okay. I'm hoping that those didn't set me back that bad

[Spentshells]

Thanks for the kind words guys!! So, other than my clean time, does it reset my wds?

[VICourageous]

OK Like TriedinTemp said do not beat yourself up..Just get back up in the saddle and ride that horse into the Sunset..When the Sunrises it will be a whole knew day. OK We all have to fight for our freedom here with this addiction..You will be fine..
Bless

[TiredinTempe]

Don't beat yourself up. Just get going again. I would think it prolly will not be that bad. Mon-thurs was prolly the worst of it. Good thing to cut the sources, that has always been my prob. I'm on day 5 today off Percs. Let's just keep going and reap the rewards. Hang tough, that honesty will pay off my friend.