Listen, I am back here from a relapse as well. I was clean for 30 days, got pneumonia and the flu at the same time... Them next thing, I filled my script. I didn't abuse them as my husband have them to me. I am closing in on day 3 now and I have done nothing the past few days but beat myself up over the guilt and shame I felt. The bottom line is, it happens to the best of us. Just pick up where you left off and know that each day gets better! You know this, you have been through it before. We are all here for you, no judgement passed. Please post often. This is temporary an it will absolutely pass!!
Day 2?, you're almost past the really bad stuff, at least in my recent experience. Day 3 was my worst. 5 kids! You must love that soldier, hope he's there to be at your side. You can do this,
Good luck and stay well