Going to be starting day 6 at 6:30.... Its such a breath of fresh air to see all the hi numbers!!! Wish I was that far. Still foggy and tired but I have clear moments here and there.
452 days............ amazing
Going into day 4 at noon.
38 hours and counting...my guy told me he will have stuff at 10am this morning, going to say NO! Yesterday was very tough, so far today I have pain in the middle of my chest. Very congested, it feels awful. Need some help to get through this. I would pay anything for it to be this time tomorrow and be 24 more hours ahead! If this chest thing would go away I'd feel so much better. Anyone ever have that?
17 years sober from booze and all illegal/street drugs
84 days Tramadol and all pain meds free!
smoking like a chimney, but I am going to end this year smoke-free!
399 off vic
229 off Xanax....
It feels great.
I didn't have the right perspective until I read this site.
I am very grateful to all and everyone.
:( 2 hours. Feeling defeated.
Greetings tomskat, 298 days makes for a nice peaceful summer for a change.
What kind of aftercare are you receiving?
260 days!! For those just starting out, please keep going. It's so worth it!! Never thought I'd be here saying almost 9 months! It can be done with determination and aftercare. This site is awesome for support!!
You Can do this Stay positive! do you have anyone close to you that you can share this with? Having a support system helps so much! I Know its hard to tell our friends and family but you need their help! Good luck and keep posting You can do this!
I am jealous of you ;) 60 days is great!!
yes you are right! Its worth it! Hang in there and stay positive "Keep your eye on the prize! "
It will get better I promise you! Hang in there and stay strong you got this! Take your life back and start feel alive!
Well I though I was around 57 days but today is day 60 clean from subs, yip di dip de doo wop dodo do do!!!! I actually feel clean too, my eyes are bright, white and staring people straight in the face again. Its been an uphill battle for me for such a long time, so for me to be sitting here with a smile on my face a cornetto in my hand at 3.40am and no cravings is quite the achievement, lo. Thank you to everyone for there great advice and support, you rock peeps!!!
ABN, I'm very jealous!!! You are a legend my friend, 3 1/2 years is awesome!!!
49 days. Eternally thankful to my brothers and sisters on this site!
405 days been a tough month! God Bless everyone! keep your guard up !
Not sure of the exact number but 9 months 2 days.....And Vicki, day 0 for cigs for me too...just can't seem to let them go.....
49 1/2 hrs in and this post is so motivating! I can't wait to post some good numbers on here! Thanks for everyone's great support during the worst and lowest times for those trying to change for the better. This forum saves lives. <3
I just reached the 72 hour point!! Yeah!! It's amazing how much better I feel already today. Hang in there. The good thing is tomorrow is going to be even better :). I just feel so free, free of the lies, deception,
☠ ☠ ☠ ☠ ☠ Exactly 3 1/2 Fantastic years ☠ ☠ ☠ ☠ ☠
OMG this just made me so excited to be done! Congrats to all of you!!! I'm day 4 of Sub w/d and I'm pretty sucky feeling. It might be my imagination but today seems like 2% better than yesterday! It's very minimal but maybe it's starting to get better slowly. I've been clean of opiates 2,118 days!!! But ur been on Suboxone since then. Except a short time during my pregnancy. Doc wanted me to stay on Subs while I was pregnant! I said Hell No! I declined all pain meds for my delivery. I caved and took some leftover Suboxone 3 days after I gave birth bc the pain was unbearable. I regret that decision to no end. I didn't tell a single soul I went back to taking Subs. I feel like a failure. BUT life will get better. I'm so excited and nervous too to remember the girl I was before I started any of this!! 11 years ago! Sorry to rant so long. Keep up the great work everyone. I'm so happy I found this place since I'm secretly w/d-ing with no support.
406 days....one year, one month and one week~
A year ago today...I had not found you yet, MedHelpers...I was 55 days "in" before that happened. Fortunately, I kept a notebook by my bed and journaled everyday until I found you to talk to. I had been bedridden for many months.
So today, I decided b4 I posted my clean time...to look back and see just exactly what I wrote a year ago on August 2, 2012...to see where I was at. Here are a few of the things I wrote....
"Back hurts..kidneys hurt..but urinating good. Some appetite...no tremors anymore (so far today) only a few jerking of joints...ears are better but not "normal". Have had dizzy spells anytime upon arising for over a week now..Finally took b/p VERY LOW..80/60..stays constant just about all day."
There are many more comments I won't bore you with...but as I read back today and realized this was just "last Summer"....I cried....I just cried.
I wasn't even able to drive yet....couldn't even shower very often...SO sick....so atrophied.
Today, I cry with a grateful heart~
For ANYONE out there.....YOU CAN DO this...and you can be FREE~
Love to you all~