Great choice to get clean. I was taking any pain pills I could get for almost four years regulary. It was my way of life. My husband and I divorced recently, he cheated, but I know the pills were toxic also. Personally, I think it is okay, right now, to deal with your w/d however you want, and if that involves not telling her, then that's okay. I have a great boyfriend right now, and I met him at the height of my addiction. I don't have the strength to tell him about my addiction, but maybe I will one day. There are going to be ups and downs. I was on day 20 yesterday and was really aggravated and depressed. You've made a great start. Keep posting.
That's AWSOME! Putting her first! I myself don't know what that feels like. I do know that while on pills I can't stand my husband but off the, IM TOTTALLY IN LOVE! Thanks for posting & have a great day! We got this :)
I might one day tell her, but for right now. I just can't, I thought about it last night...but I just couldn't bring myself to do it. I would be doing it more for myself than for her, to clear my mind, and that's not fair. She's having a tough enough time with her own health and stressors. I think this is one of those rare instances where my own disgression is required. I think the biggest thing I can do for her is give her back the man she married.
CONGRATS! You will beat this! And your a SMART HUSBAND! Have you told your wife yet or do you plan to? Keep up grant work. I'm on day 2