First off, congrats on eight weeks and I'm sorry you are going through hard circumstances...I know for myself, anything that is too "hard" to deal with, the first thing I think of is taking the edge off. So, very amazing you are doing so well, all considering. I guess the only other thought I have is that when I think of things having to do with my children, I already regret missing pretty much two years of their lives. So no matter how long I have them, under whatever circumstances, I strive to enjoy and relish every moment because if I look back at some point again and realize I missed any precious moment, that would hurt worse than whatever troubles there were. Best of luck, keep posting, this place truly can help. :)
congrats on your 8 weeks. that's fantastic, prayers for your son. we as addicts have a hard road to travel, we can smooth that road out with help from our friends. we have to attend meetings and surround ourselves with things that keep us sober and happy.i,ve tried to do this alone so many times it just don,t work for me and I think it won,t work for anyone, aftercare and maintenance is the only thing that's going to keep us sane and happy. good luck in your journey ,. peace out!!!!!!!!!!!!!1