Try this one guys: Talk about a depressing drug tune. It's a classic
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Carmelita_(song)
Music was my only savior when I was alone.. I listened to alot of depressing songs.. and songs about using.. like Sober by Tool.. I don't know what kinda music your into, but that song is freaking great. It sums it up.. I am proud of you. Keep up the good work.
Well I came home yesterday. I checked out early and wasted some money but oh well. I did get homesick and wanted to get a few things done at the house. I feel alot better today. Day 3. I'm going to be ok, I ran on the treadmill and did some pullups. It passes time and really does feel great. Not to mention driving with the music on :)
Glad you made in through check in.. Its all downhill from here.. In a good way though, that didn't sound right. Lol
Bored is a killer, keep busy.. as for the vitamins, I would just take them as it says to on the bottle.. less complicated that way. :)
Hope your doing fine..
Thanks for the reply, I didn't think I was going to get a reply since my post ended up on the 2nd page or so.
Anyways, I'm here at the hotel. I started getting a little anxiety checking in but once I became situated, I started to relax. They gave me a room with a king and two queen beds lol. I felt like Goldilocks n the 3 bears... I have a fridge and a microwave and the tv was not locked so I was able to connect an extra laptop to it so I can have my netflix lol.
Ok besides all that. Its 25hrs since I took the last half 80mg oxycontin pill. I have not taken the saw palmetto and have been going to bathroom constantly and even for small amounts of urine. It's a little frustrating getting up everytime each night to go to the bathroom but I know it gives me exercise at least.
I have a whole slew of vitamins and I do have a question. 5htp has helped me in the past, but this time I have DLPA, L-tyrosine, L-theanine, Valerian Root, and St. Johns Wart. Could someone tell me how I should be taking these if I begin to feel anxiety or depression? Last night I took 5htp and L-tyrosine with a B6 and it helped with my breathing.
I feel ok today, thank god I don't have to be anywhere or do anything, it is a little boring though. Thank god for this site too :)
not long til your hotel stay now, well i wouldnt take the saw until i had detoxed, so you know you will be totally clear, and also what symptoms you have to deal with. i know its quite a plant thing, but you can start it gain after your detox. just my opinion, take care.
I think I would hold off on the Saw Palmetto.. I agree with you about needing to get it out, peeing sweating or whatever.. I took hot hot baths.. we have a ****** water heater so I acutally boiled water pot by pot.. Lol, seems silly but if anything it kept me busy.
I looked you up after I posted on the "food while detox" question .. because I recently started taking 5-HTP .. says it "promotes a calm and relaxed mind."
"5-HTP is a precursor to serotonin, a neurotransmitter involved in sending messages through the nervous system." Thats right off the bottle. I started taking it Wednesday night.. and already these past two days have been significantly different then the previous. It has Valerian root, b-6 and niacin in it .. I just feel more like this are going to be okay. Its cut the anxiety down to a tolerable level. I am sure it is from the Valerian root. Better that then another pharmaceutical I saw..
We're coming up on the weekend. You will be in my thoughts over the weekend.. please give an up-date when you can.