bad advise to start over on sub. Just try to taper as quicly and safely as you can and try to get some valium and imodium for after. all the best
prayers are with u...talk to ur doctor..make a plan and taper on off..try to break the cycle//and get some outside support for urself
Our addict minds always think more is better be it advil ,tylenol, dilaudid and even sub. You can taper quickly. You did it before,,,, hell you were on 600mg of methadone. You can for sure taper down where you were on subs. Go to a mirror, tell yourself that you can do it! Take a good look at yourself and KNOW you can beat this. Why not look directly at yourself and reiterate what you would tell anyone else on here. Doesen't your future plans include getting back into medical school? Not sure if I am confusing u with someone else. If that is your plan, you will be the best doctor b/c you understand addiction. Do you know how many doctors, lawyers, nurses etc are addicts? You can do this hon. Don't be so hard on yourself and don't keep using more for the buzz or you will run out early and then be in big time trouble! God Bless sweet Henry. I will pray for you.
Ditto to what bandnmom said. Just recommit and start over --- -- I know how tough it is -- most of us on here do. Please keep posting. All the best.
Henry,
Dont beat yourself up! I know while you were over seas working you had alot going on!!! Just pick yourself back up, brush yourself off and get back on track!
You know were r all here to help!