hi im not so good at this site. im not sure how to message u. ive read good and bad on subox information is often contratictory. i went to addictionoligist last week. had an awfuk experience. he in essence called me a liar about my usage etc. i told him y i was there i have nothing to hide, he didnt care just wrote me a script for suboxone sent me on my way. i went to a accupunturist and put beads in my ear to control the cravings and am taking l-tyrisine for energy. this is dayy two so lets c how it goes. if this doesnt work ill try the suboxone thru another doc. that practice clearly has turned into a prescription mill.
So true. I too have NEVER been more mentally ready for something in my life. I am not saying that I am gonna go through life with no problems but just that I am gonna be ready if and when the time comes that I am faced with using again. I have NO desire to use. The high I got yeah it was nice but the high I get from life is way better!!! I forgot how crazy I really was. Always laughing and making ppl laugh and yrs I haven't laughed or smiled very much at all. That has all changed and I am loving every single second of it and I am sure that ppl think I am nuts but let em cause I am HAPPY and FREE
Keep that attitude! You will do this because you are ready. When I made my decision to quit the pills and try the sub's I also made the mental decision to allow myself to prepare for the after care I new I would need. I know I may have a bad day, but bring it on, because I am mentally ready. I have never been mentally ready before and that is what is different this time for me. Remember, you own this and no one can take it from you. You are the driver and you are on the right road! If you ever hit a bad spot, reach out quick to the resources you have established including me and I will support you through it!
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I just got a message from somebody saying that I might be clean now but it won't last. I just laughed it off and didnt say a word. I am not wasting my breath on ppl that are always negative. This is my sobriety and I will be damned if some nobody is gonna take it from me
And nobody can take that from you! I know that feeling and I am with you! You have my support all the way!
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8 months of Sub's for me but ya know I was just so sick of always having to depend on a freaking pill to do anything. I think that is what made stopping Sub's so easy for me! I have never been so proud of myself in my life and I know that so many ppl that I care about feel the same way and then there are some who secretly wanted me to fail. That was all the more reason for me to kick this addiction. I love to prove ppl wrong. LOL This time I have more to show for proving them wrong. I have MY LIFE back!!!!!