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5429734 tn?1379741413

This is my last chance

I have been on this merry go round for far too long and I made the decision yesterday that I am done. I have cut my sources and I am so proud of myself for doing that! I am hoping that I can get some support here as it is definately hard for me mentally. I do know I am ready for my life back and I will do whatever it takes to get it back! Thank you to everyone  on here for being so supportive and inspiring.
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5429734 tn?1379741413
Thank you everyone for the support! I am definitely going to keep a positive attitude and push myself harder this time. I am truly tired of it I am sick of being sick and I am ready to stick with it. I woke up this morning and I am achy and don't feel that great but I have things to get done today and I will get them done. I want to keep my mind busy and I hate how slow time is. I can do this!!!
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1530171 tn?1448129593
Hey mommymarieme,

If you had one shot, one chance to seize all that you ever wanted and desired in your life -HAPPINESS, FREEDOM, PEACE (of mind), WISDOM, JOY, PURPOSE, PROSPERITY, ENLIGHTENMENT, LOVE- would you take it or would you just let it go by forever? .... I thought so.

Seize this moment and make it happen. The LIGHT ( the sum of all you want and desire as above) will be your reward!

GOD does not perform miracles, WE do!
This ability is within all of us and once we realize this, our life becomes not just worth living, it becomes EXTRAORDINARY.
So go ahead, ignite the Light and make a MIRACLE.

We are all here for you my friend.

Love & Light
Niko



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The time is now, the person is you! Great job! It gets easier every passing day.
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I am so proud of you!! this is great!!
Ric remind me not to use amazing w you any more...its my fav word since being sober its how i view the world
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1827057 tn?1397520277
It is surprising (don't like the word amazing lol)  how far a good attitude will go in the detox and recovery arena. Keep that attitude friend ;)))
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So proud of you my friend! I KNOW that you can do this!!! Yay!! I'm so happy for you and you KNOW I'm here for ya girl.... HAPPY DANCE!!
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6109773 tn?1381071043
I am so proud of you. Keep telling yourself that " you can do this!" We are here for you.
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5429734 tn?1379741413
Thank you ric I really do appreciate your support I really need it right now. I have to stick with it this time I can't continue my life like this or it wouldn't be worth living.  
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1827057 tn?1397520277
Great job on getting rid of those sources !!!   ;)))   we are always here for you /
You can do this !!  ;)))
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