I miss always being content! No matter what i was doing, i was content. I could have been in the most boring place in the world and if i had my Norco's, i was just fine and dandy! Even though everything sucked......it was alllllll good! lol. Now i feel like if i just don't have something interesting to do, i am terribly bored! I hate this feeling! But what i do like is actually making myself do things with my friends again, and really enjoying myself! Like out to dinner, or to have some drinks with the girls. That's fun, and i completely quit doing that for the last year of my life, while on pills! My friends missed me :-) I missed me!!!!!! IDK, it's just hard not being content all the time, but it's nice actually having a life again! I was waaaaaaaay too content with "NO" life before! Today is say 36! Whoo Hoo!!!!!!!