Chrissy- I totally understand. Right now my back is hurting. Enough that I am very tempted. I was wondering-- Does pain escalate doing periods of heavy craving?. I am wondering if it could be pain due to the addiction. basically my body telling me to use because I have pain- so its ok.
i know how you feel im finally admitting im an addcit and just like you i have real pain but as the years went by my body became use to the meds and i had to take more i was always wondering why do i feel so bad no energy had to force my self to move to go to work and now from finding this site i see it was the pills!!! now i need to find a better way to control my pain without no opaites!!
Step 1, in my opinion, was the most difficult.
I'm not going to say it was all downhill from there or anything, but after admitting that I was an addict and that I was powerless, the rest came somewhat easily.
Again, I'm not saying it was all easy after admitting, but it for sure made things EASIER.
Congratulations on 10-days Brother!