Husband has been in recovery since April 2006 from Heroin, crack, amphetamine use and done really well, that was until today when he said he was addicted to Codeine and benzo's. I feel so hurt and lost, Ive lived the lies before, said no way again and boom here I am. I feel really angry as well, because I cant understand why the dipstick docs would prescribe opiate painkillers to a recovering drug addict, this has ripped my life apart once and it seems like its happening all over again, I feel such a damn idiot for not recognising the signs, the mood swings, erratic sleeping patterns, sweats. Stupid, stupid, stupid