God WILL get you through I've been on very large amounts of opiates in the past if i posted it and they were prescribed you wouldn't believe it. Have you tried suboxone? It helps a little with my dig disc disease pain but when I came off 80 mg of oxycodone plus fentanyl patches (that was my last "regimen" in 2014) but like I said I've been on everything and large large doses subuxone saved me. DRUGS are not the answer to the entire problem and I am still a work in progress.
Gnarly is correct about everything said in post. I agree totally. Just hang in there and get through it and in the past. Believe me, the 1st year kept me clean the rest of my life and that is 30 years now. Sleep is a joy and a luxury, even today. Exercise is the best you can do, even if you are bed ridden for a while, keep moving, keep that blood flow moving, there ispower in the blood, remember? The blood brings healing. I have BP and diabetes issues as well, just keep doing what you have to do to get through it, you will. Many have before you! Praying for you!
Hi and welcome to the forum....first off I want to thank you for your service to our country....freedom is not free it comes with a cost and you my friend have payed a auful price....I to was a methadone junkie for almost 7yrs with the previous 10 on the pills I have kicked most pain meds over time but methadone hands down is the worst of the worst to kick I started at 30mg for pain and at the end was up to 150mg it took me 8 1/2 month to taper but im here to say it can be done....right now your dose is so low it is not going to hold you over the whole day I always recamend to others to just jump at 5 tapering below that is torcher on this drug and it sounds like your in full blown withdrawals each night....as for the sleep thing it took me 2 months that and the energy crash where the hardest parts it is not so much the severity of the withdrawal but the long recovery time it was a good 90 days b/4 I even seen hope it was going to let up just know it can be done we have several members who are xmethadoninians that will offer you some help please ask any questions you have you no longer have to fight this alone where here to help.........................Gnarly........................................