My husband and my kid were one of the BEST motivations for me to get CLEAN AND SOBER... It was REALLY tough telling my husband that I had a problem because he didn't think I did.. BUT I KNEW I DID!
So, with that said.. I hope you have some sort of SUPPORT system in place at home AND elsewhere.. AFTERCARE is critical...
We can't be SLAVES to this addiction any longer.. It's just NOT LIVING ....
I know exactly what you are going through as I was mr. mom for a few years do to a injury. I went through withdrawals while caring for my 3 year old son and 1 year old daughter. It was so hard to force myself to do things around the house. Looking back I think it helped having to care for my kids because it forced me to be somewhat active. As of now, don't worry about the extra things such as playing outside. Just make sure you are taking care of your kiddos which I'm sure you are. You are so close to to the downhill side of this. Your energy will come back without needing the pills. Just keep going strong and hang in there. Congrats on your accomplishment!
SOrry to say, u have been taking the meds for over 4 years and you expect eveything to back to normal afeter 5 days? give it some time, u got through the h\physical part, now tough out the mental (go for a walk, watch a move, go to a AA/NA meeting, etc)...ur doing great, dont back track, it will get better.
yeah, id take whatever i could get by the handful.
congrats on day 5!
But....I dont understand "500s to 1000s". Do you mean 5mg and /or 10mg?