Here is a synopsis of my situation:
I am currently at about 52 hours since my last pill use (I took 4 vics wednesday morning, its now friday at 1:00pm) and I feel like garbage. I have been using for about 2 years. I can go for a few days without taking anything and be ok, but around day 3 is when i get intense cravings that I always end up giving in to. These last 2 days have been rough. I cant take time off work and I have been miserable sitting at my desk doing nothing but thinking about pills and how to get some. I havent eaten in these 2 days either which hasnt helped, but I just cant choke anything down. I actually have managed to sleep. a friend of mine texted today and says he has some pills I can buy tonight. I DONT want to buy them but I dont know if I am strong enough. Does anyone have any encouraging words? I could really use some. I am doing this alone, as I cant tell my family or boyfriend about any of this. Thanks everyone. If youre going through the same thing, good luck. We can do this. I know we can!