Yataze! I did it!

[witchery]

It has been a week I did not touch or go near Heroin....I'd never thought this would happen but my w/d are almost completely gone despite last night's event of fever and struggling to sleep...All I have now is a cold that's tolerable and I hope tonight I can sleep for once...During the evening I had a chance to go and get it but I didn't...and I feel so proud of myself...For once I could say 'No'...However, I know there would be more battles ahead of me..But if i can keep at it I know one-day I could help others with their addictions from my experiences...

I also did a drug test today for my father...When i got to the doctors the medical staff gave me a container and told me to go and do it without any witness...I, myself, requested it to be witnessed and did my part..It was for my father but also for ME too...and of course after the test I had a great urge to do it but after this week's agony and pain I've decided life has so much to offer...I can see the light now and how beautiful life is becoming to be :)

[xtracex]

OMG thats awesome it really is, you have every right to be proud and your life is about to get better and better. xx

[tylersblueeyedmom]

Congratulations!!!!!!  You are right, there will be many tough roads ahead like that, but you are on the right path!  I am so proud of you!  And that great feeling you have, remember it, for if you are in a situation to say yes, you will remember how much better it feels to say NO!!!

Great Job!!!

[hjt101]

Hey witchery thats trul amazin that ur now 8days clean, Im sure u are feelin euphoric. Give urself a MASEEV pat on the back ur doin good girl.

I hope uve had a good day & am sure that sleep wil *** soon, from my experience it took a little while, sum nites Id get a few hrs, sum none at all & yes its frustratin but I would suggest u get up do something, read a book, take a hot bath, watch a movie, listen to sum music. Tho i also found I had the attention span of a goldfish in early recovery ha ha!!! Howeva b4 u know it u will be sleepin a few hrs every nite, then a few more and suddenly 7-8hrs in a row!!

Keep us posted on how ur doin
Luv n Hugs xx ;o)

[j34]

Excellent keep up the great work ,Yes when we become willing all sorts of miracles happen !!

[10356]

This is very good to hear.. In your circumstances I think this support is ideal.. stay strong and positive.. You sound Wonderful.. warmly lesa

[witchery]

Thanks girl!  I hope you are doing well too!

Lesa, ya I haven't dreamt in ages!  I have just been spending time with my close girlfriends who don't have an addiction problem but have been victims of substance abuse  partners and totally understand me :) ..with their company, I forget I'm sick hehe!

[fengirl09]

Way to go!!!! One week under your belt and many more weeks of being clean to come!!! You can do this and you have a great attitude about taking it one day at a time. Keep up the great work and always watch your back!!!! ROCK ON!!!

[10356]

witchery.. let me be the first to congratulate you !! You had passed two test :) You are so correct in you can help many with your experiences and life.. It is Beautiful and just seems to get better.. Take it one day at a time and one Battle at a time and you will put this behind you.. You have much to offer the world and I'm sure your family has worried for you... Keep up that positive attitude and I also will hope for blissful sleep tonight.. we forget what it like to sleep normal and dream.. it is fantastic.. I'm so happy and proud for you.. lesa