I have been addicted to methodone for 2 years i didnt take it for pain i took it for recreational use. Last January i was admitted to the hospital because i told my mother about my addiction and she said it was best to go to the hospital to detox . They gave me meds to get threw the bad withdrawls like the pain, hot and cold sweats, insomnia etc. After being in the hospital for 5 days i was clean for about 1 week and then got back on them. 3 weeks ago i decided to quit so i was told that tramadol would help with the withdrawls i started taking 6 50 mg a day. starting today i decided to cut down to just two. I took one this morning and one about an hour ago. This morning i woke up feeling awful. I had the worst headache ever. My whole body aches ecpecially my arms and legs. I also am getting hot and cold spells. I am beginning to become very depressed and hopeless. I have very bad anxiety which i am already prescribed clozepam for because i suffer from biopolar 2 which is not working . I am currently taking lamictal 300 mg a day, 3 1mg clozepam, 2 lithium not for sure dose and 50 mg of seroquel to help me sleep. i am hoping that this website gets me threw the withdrawls and gives me some support because right now i have no one.