almost day 3 Vic withdraws

[patc777]

Hi all I've never reached out before but as this being my 3rd serious time quiting . I've been addicted to opiates for about 8 year I've been a 15 a day for last couple now my budget can keep up with my habit ..I am so tired these pills running my life I like many here have lost interest in everything I use to enjoy. I'm 50 now and want this gone . I've been sick so many times in the last few months from running out . But not I'm threw just can't do it.. just here venting thanks to anyone that listens haha


Pat

[patc777]

Yes your right trying to piece life together is frightening and that's what caused my relapse before I was some what prepared this time but doesn't make it to much easier but still clean just started day six!!!

[AshleighAddiction]

Pact ... Glad things are looking so good for you! Use that as your motivation to keep going and to not give up. I was the same way you were couldn't function if I didn't have it... And I spent my whole day worrying and trying to figure out If I was gonna get my fix for day.. It's scary when you start to come out of the fog and look at how your life slowly fell apart ... And here you are stuck trying to figure out where to begin to try to piece if back together ... You have a beautiful life in front of you ... Don't forget that.
Ashleigh

[atthebeach]

Congrats on your clean time. Get yourself busy, old hobbies,new hobbies, meetings, do some cleaning, get job hunting, go to church, exercise,
Volunteer.
Your mind and body need to stay busy. Idle time is the devil's workshop.
Keep moving forward.
Do a new thing this time to help prevent relapse.
Keep the faith.
Debbie

[patc777]

Thank you well one more night down sleep is fairly good it's amazing it's is the morning waking with a clear head not searching for my pill bottle...trying to plan my whole day. When using it would take me couple hours before even could function.. things are looking up

[cleanguy]

Keep up the fight!  You've come along way! There are mountains to come before you, stick to the plan, you CAN DO THIS! Keep posting.

[patc777]

Well on day 5 yeah! This is part I hate I'm sitting here going crazy when I've seen What the pills have done . I feel lost no job no interests left just think things to keep my mind busy. It's very overwhelming this is where I have failed before