Okay well I am glad you came on and posted. This is the 9 million dollar question- are you doing any aftercare? NA/AA, Smart recovery, counselling etc?
Getting off the pills is the easy part. Staying off them is a life long journey that requires hard work and dedication.
You need to want this bad. It's your life on the line. Please think about getting yourself to a meeting. It truly does mean the difference between success and relapse. And you've come so far. Please don't go back.
You are worth it, you know? You gotta believe that.
Lu
Try and use b12 vit get 2500mg twice a day iam on day 15 and I started taking them about 5 days ago and I feel way better also fish oil vit. Hope it works for you. Dont go back!!!!!! It's not worth it. Keep on keeping