i'm a 19 year old girl,i have been using drugs since i was 14 almost every weekend, from exstacy to snorting narcotics and everything inbetween. At first it was just a laugh, i'm not a confident person but when i'm on drugs i'm the life and soul, my problems disappear and i'm happy. The past few months i have been worried about the damage i am doing to my body and a few weeks ago my worries came true.I had been having nose bleeds about two years ago but thought nothing of it and they went away, but recently i have noticed that my nose has a large dent in the middle, my nostrils have gone noticeably wider, especially the right side, my septum is getting thinner and i can put my finger right up it and it will just keep on going, two big black holes in my nose. I also have constant ringing in my ears and my life is a big mess. When i came in from a party and noticed my nose was caving in i promised my self, that was it, but the only way i can stop is to not go out and seperate from the only friends that i have because i just can't stop.i'm currently searching for help because for the first time in over 5 years i have realised i am addicted to drugs.i'm scared of losing the people who love me the most and scared of messing their lives up more than i have already messed my own.i know i will stop because i have to, its just getting the right help.If anyone has any advice or has been in a similar situation it would be greatly appreciated.thanks x