i am especially glad you responded, i was hoping you would. you give some really down to earth common sense advise. i think that is important. i don't think those of us on here that are serious about getting clean want sympathy.we want support and love. you give it, thanks . i appreciate you. i can relate to your acting up part, i used to love to do that before the pills. thats what i want back. i was happy always.optimistic, glass always half full.had compassion for others. the pills robbed me of that. i can hardly wait to get back to that. also thankful my family did not abandon me, soooooooooo grateful. thank you kyle.
Hang in there. I don't promise things that won't happen.
I felt so good the other day, acting like an idiot (my usual, pre pill state) that my wile asked if I was using. At first I was pissed, but then considered the previous 15 years, and ended up telling her that I was just really enjoying life.
So be careful - you will eventually feel so good that people will think you're high...And you are, but naturally. No pills necessary.
thanks for your concern i appreciate it. i've been off cigs for 4 1/2 years, very hard, but a month is huge keep it up, you can do it.
Nice effort and keep after it. You've got a good focus. The sleeplessness is a big old bummer. I remember it with my narcotic quit.... sheesh. Now I am giving up nicotine and have it now too. Been of nicotine about a month and still finding a good nights sleep is rough, but last night was a beaut! 7 hours straight, no wake ups!!!!
Its there for you, just keep after it.
Congrats on 11 Days - double digits are always great! Keep up the fight and yes, kill those thoughts when they creep up on you.
Lately, those thoughts of one or two here and there kicked my *** back to square on.
Good luck and keep on this positive route - it will only get better
thanks and prayers for u and your daughter. p.s i havent had a drink in 10 years
Congrats on your clean time! The mental is definitely the toughest but we all know taking 1 or 2 means you have to start all over again. It is a vicious cycle. And let me tell you, I was the worst in the first month. Meaning I would tell myself I will never be happy yadayadayada. I am 92 days now and I feel amazing. You will get there it just takes time. Which ***** because alls you want is to be happy. BUt you will be just keep on going. Stay strong!!! God Bless
So happy for you! My daughter is on day 3 and still very shaky. Congratulations and thinking of you.