I have been taking various pills...vicoden, norco, oxys (stopped those last year) for over 20 yrs. It started with a car accident. I have continued to take 4-6 norcos three times a day along with a muscle relaxant Soma 3 three times a day. This has been my dosage for the last year or so. As most of you already know...the doctors do not prescribe that amount and I find the rest from "friends" I know. I have tried to stop before but have always gone back to popping pills. It always started innocently enough, I get a small amount from the doctor. And my tolerance increases so I start looking elsewhere. Unfortunately, they are too easy to find. 2 of my "friends" are at work. I have just received a promotion...I have too much to loose. I have been spending half my paycheck to satisfy my "needs".
Now you know my story...how do I stay clean. I have quit before, but I have always gone back. I want this to be the last time. I took my last dose yesterday morning. I have two grown children. I told my oldest (25yo) that I was ready and she was very happy for me, but she doesn't believe me because of my past. I am in the beginning of WD. I have to work; I can't afford to take time off, especially since I just got a promotion. Any advise??