hello all

[daysofourlives]

hey hey its been a long time since i have been on herelong ..how r u doin please gives me ur words of wosdom they help so muchwell tbis is the store now i was doinggggg graettttttt got pergo in may had my baby in jan no pills was doing great then i needed a c section so ofcourse i needed meds then took them for about 3 weeks then i was ok then of course i needed a fusion done in my neck about a month ago and was in a lot of pain b4 the surg so i was taking for like 3 months and just stopped cold turkey yesterday not feelin to hot at all how long will this last well the phys part ..i have 2 beautiful boys ones 5 n ones 4 months and we just bought a  house w efind out closing by end of weeks n i just wanna forget about the yucky pillsssssssss and today is day 2 i think it was only 3 days was the wrorse please help u guys r all i have

ps i have dont this so many times but this time is for real my 5 yr old and my 4 mnth old need there mother and my husband needs his wife back..and he has no idea i he can neva know..but we just bought  a house tog moving in by end of month well we hope:)so thats newwwwwwww beginings..just wanna know long ill feel ike crap..soo far today is ok a lil sucky..everyone on here has helped me in the pasttttt sooooooooooooooooooooooo many times and i need all the help i can get

thanks xoxo

Love m

[daysofourlives]

thank yo u all so very much it really means a lot:) well today is day 3 well 60 hrs n i know its only 9 am but i think so far i feel ok..i dont really think it was bad this time ..except like 5 pm on...around 8 am i have to go in bath tub cuse my legs r killing me..but i think after today that should b better but maybe evn tonight it willb bok..i just wann afeel normal again b my happy happy selfffffff it just has been so many yeaRS ON AND OFFFF that i always feel like i gotta take somethingin order to do thje laundry or clean or whatever it is n im not sure how to break that even if im pill clean i still think i gotta smoke a joint to get me going..i just wanna feel norm again..i was fine during my pregnancy..n my 2 boys n my husband r my world..i just wanna know how long this last even tho its kinda ok i just wantthis feeling of not wanting to move off the couch just do do the dishwasher yesterday i had to lean overthe counter to stop for a sec but i guess it wa only day 2 so today is day 3 so hope will b better..my older spn is in school n by 4 mnth ols is with my mom im stayin i have the flu..i thank every one of u very much and u guys r all i have so please give ur words of wisdom will help VERY VERY VERY VERY much and will get me thru this

ps we will prob b moving end of month so im thinkin new start just wanna know or things to do to make myself feel better

love to all
muah xoxo

[Mommyof4MN]

I too am withdrawing!! I am a mother of 4 yound chilren and a wife. This is my first time ever posting on here. I have been lurking this site for a few months knowing what i had to do. I needed to get clean. Saturday the 28th was my last day taking any pills. I took 5mg pure oxycodones about 10 a day. Or i would take whatever i could get. I keept seeing people talking about tapering so i got down to about 5 a day and then said im done. The first 2 days were the worst!! I thought i was going to die!! Probably not as sever as some poeple withdraws but enough to make me say never again. I know my battle has just begone. But wow today i am feeling much better!!! i am sitting outside with my four kids as we speak. I just looked up and saw the bright blue sky and heard my kids laughing and i started to cry...The first emotions i think i have felt in a year or so!!  Things will get better as you know!! Stay strong you can do this!! I laid in my bed reading post for the last 2 days and i know it really help me!!!!! YOU CAN BEAT THIS!!!!

[gnarly_1]

HI WELCOME BACK....wish it was under better circumstances but it su cks to dbe an addict and need pain meds....on the bright side you havent been on them that long and im asuming at low doses tomorrow will problly be the end of most of the phyical stuff usually takes about 4 days with a light habit.....I hope your not moving in this weekend it takes a wile to build back up your stamina  from what it sounds like you seam to know what it takes to stay clean but an N/A meeting wouldent hurt....I feel for you had 2 back surgery's and messed up a disk in my neck flipping my jeep ....I just deal with it.....well where all hewre to help keep posting will help you threw it hot soaks help stay hydrated a case of gatoraid is good and the imodium works for the bathroom issues good luck with your move hope you feel better soon  God bless......Gnarly  

[Sanchez97]

Hang in there.  I'm quitting as well....and for the same reasons.  It will be tough, but we'll be free before long.  :-)  Let us know how it goes.  My taper ends tomorrow.

[MrNewHope]

Hello

Hang in there, you're almost there.  I'm on day 2 of oxy and like you, I'm doing this once and for all for my family.  My 8 year old son is the love of my life, and I'm the luckiest man in the world to have my wife.  It will get better, but we need to stay off once and for all!