were you having cravings hun?
or maybe just being back in the scene of your drug use days brought it all on? if this is the case, maybe best to avoid this until your stronger?
why do YOU think you took them,..and yes, sub is a blocker, and apparently for tram too..so you would be a wasted effort...
why do you have tramadol around? (not judging, just trying to help)
I heard something yesterday that kinda made sense..relaps is a part of getting clean. I don't know about that, but the worse you feel about relapsing, the stronger you become...I guess. I'm not helping much. But I don't anyone on here who has not relapsed. Not one. So...
You know now that I said that, 10 people will chime in saying: I didn't~I didn't!! :)
Anyhow, pick yourself up and dust off...it's going to be a bumpy night..You will be fine. Look, the sun came up today and it probably will tomorrow. See, fresh start. Ain't God Good?
Take Care,
Newgirl
nice to know i'm alone not going to be mad that noone has and words to help me.
I don't know about it showing up in your urine, but i do kn ow about cheating. nearly all of us have done it at least once. the guilt you feel will help you to stay away from them, and the fact that they didn't do anything for you, also. don't beat yourself up over this, just use it as a lesson to learn from and grow on. you wiill be fine if you really decide that it is the last time. my prayers are with you.
Lucy