Aa
ill give you my personal prayer that got me through addiction from narcotics
father please walk with us through the bad times as well as the good, may we be heard
from the suburbs to the hood.
may you judge us by our hearts and not by our mistakes, and see that we get a breakthrough,
however long it takes.
may you fill that void in our souls that will lay our fears to rest, cause there's no way we can live for jesus
when were living in the flesh
so i pray that you allow our spirits to be born, grow strong, move on, know right from wrong
in chapter 2 john verse 15-do not love the world or anything in the world
and we know what that means, but listen, we know the distance we need to be away from fire to keep it missing,
but that dosent mean well listen.
lord you take care of fools and babies, you teach woman to honor there men, and men respect there ladies, but lately
so many of us go astray, doing wrong for so long that weve forgotten the way.
please bring us back home instill in us the word which is our backbone
were just children that act grown
there is so much that we are entitled to, yet we receieve so little, cause in this time of spirtual warfare, we are comfortable in the middle
so i pray that you open our eyes, give us the anointing to recongize the devil and his lies
if we keep our actions wise, our prayers sincere, and our heads to the sky, you will diminish our fears.
in jesus mighty name i have prayed
amen
from the suburbs to the hood.
may you judge us by our hearts and not by our mistakes, and see that we get a breakthrough,
however long it takes.
may you fill that void in our souls that will lay our fears to rest, cause there's no way we can live for jesus
when were living in the flesh
so i pray that you allow our spirits to be born, grow strong, move on, know right from wrong
in chapter 2 john verse 15-do not love the world or anything in the world
and we know what that means, but listen, we know the distance we need to be away from fire to keep it missing,
but that dosent mean well listen.
lord you take care of fools and babies, you teach woman to honor there men, and men respect there ladies, but lately
so many of us go astray, doing wrong for so long that weve forgotten the way.
please bring us back home instill in us the word which is our backbone
were just children that act grown
there is so much that we are entitled to, yet we receieve so little, cause in this time of spirtual warfare, we are comfortable in the middle
so i pray that you open our eyes, give us the anointing to recongize the devil and his lies
if we keep our actions wise, our prayers sincere, and our heads to the sky, you will diminish our fears.
in jesus mighty name i have prayed
amen
you must let go of that fear that fear is what keeps people on the drug of choice. have no fears and surrender yourself.and you will shine brighter than the northern star. youll understand once your there
Very inspirational! I remember a year ago, I felt I had no one to turn to. I do have a very loving supportive husband and family but I felt so ashamed. I really felt I had no one to turn to. I thought I would be doing my family a favor and just ending it. So I took alot of tramadol. I did it in the parking lot of a hospital so I think deep down I really did not want to die. A nurse found me in my car and saved my life. At the time I did not know about these kinds of forums or help that could be available to me. I hid this dirty little secret for soooo long that I could not really talk about it to anyone. Know just reading this forum and occasionally trying to help someone or give some words of encouragement really helps me. I so want people to know that they are NOT ALONE. There are many people going through what I have been through and continue to battle. Please keep giving your story and sending God's message. I know a year ago if I read your words I would not have took the path I did and maybe it will help others in the future to not give up hope. God Bless
no problem any time. and great news that your still on track. i found it better to not keep track on how long i have been sober except when years kick in. it is only because when you keep track that means your still thinking about it. stay strong im happy for you
Hey JW -- Thanks for the prayer and the encourgement to get thru this..... I'm still on track and feeling okay, again today........
i sit here and read everyones posts and folks feel when there at rock bottom and in withdrawl you think you are alone..in that moment in that very moment is when you find your inner strangth you must not give in, no matter how hard it is. ever since i have joined this forum i spill a little more guts on here because ive kept it in so long..
i remember 2 life changing things that happend to me while i was hooked on narcotics. it was in my 3rd year of poping pills i ran out of my scripts to soon and my doctor declined my med refills, he left me stranded and hooked on meds and he knew it, so i wonderd to baltimore maryland, looking for pills.
well i ran into to someone selling them i gave him 300.00 for a bag full of oxycontins for a good price, so gave him my money i heard the famous ill be back. i was waiting in a heroin hotel watching people shoot up and i just kept saying to my self my god what am i doing?
so after 2 hours later he no showed so knowing my self i went looking for him and found him down the street with gang bangers. i was withdrawling and dident care for trouble with no words said i was shot 2 times. in my chest and in my leg.
they ran away and no one cared. someone dragged me into an alley and picked my pockets. i sat there bleeding for about 30 minutes. until that voice in my head said get your *** up..and mind you i walked to the hospital in baltimore city. withdrawling badly shaking badly throwing up while i walked. they treated me went into surgery and of course i stopped withdrawling due to morphine and other meds. left the next day stiched up and some scripts. no i was alone my wife had no idea my family had no idea. all alone.
2nd time pretty much i found myself lying facedown in a puddle of my own vomit and urine. that moment that very moment, i swear on my life i saw an angel it said its not my time yet. after that time i have been sober for 2 years going on 3. i stopped cold turkey...so the next time when your alone and withdrawling trust me you are not alone in that moment you need to search for your soul and god and in that moment is when he will speak to you. but you have to surrender yourself and put your life in his hands
i remember 2 life changing things that happend to me while i was hooked on narcotics. it was in my 3rd year of poping pills i ran out of my scripts to soon and my doctor declined my med refills, he left me stranded and hooked on meds and he knew it, so i wonderd to baltimore maryland, looking for pills.
well i ran into to someone selling them i gave him 300.00 for a bag full of oxycontins for a good price, so gave him my money i heard the famous ill be back. i was waiting in a heroin hotel watching people shoot up and i just kept saying to my self my god what am i doing?
so after 2 hours later he no showed so knowing my self i went looking for him and found him down the street with gang bangers. i was withdrawling and dident care for trouble with no words said i was shot 2 times. in my chest and in my leg.
they ran away and no one cared. someone dragged me into an alley and picked my pockets. i sat there bleeding for about 30 minutes. until that voice in my head said get your *** up..and mind you i walked to the hospital in baltimore city. withdrawling badly shaking badly throwing up while i walked. they treated me went into surgery and of course i stopped withdrawling due to morphine and other meds. left the next day stiched up and some scripts. no i was alone my wife had no idea my family had no idea. all alone.
2nd time pretty much i found myself lying facedown in a puddle of my own vomit and urine. that moment that very moment, i swear on my life i saw an angel it said its not my time yet. after that time i have been sober for 2 years going on 3. i stopped cold turkey...so the next time when your alone and withdrawling trust me you are not alone in that moment you need to search for your soul and god and in that moment is when he will speak to you. but you have to surrender yourself and put your life in his hands
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