thanks for the advice. Im not gonna take them they wounldnt do anything anyways. Ive been adicted to them for four years since i had my daughter. It all started when they prescribed them to me after having her. I was up to taking 4 at a time 3 times a day. I can get them when ever i need them but i would still run out before i can get them filled so i was spending money on them also. I noticed just a week ago i was getting bad with them they are all i think about, my fiance has had it hes sick of me doing it all we do is argue he knows i have a problem but its so hard to talk to him about it . I cant get my mind off of it!!
If I were you I would flush them! I know you are probably thinking im nuts, and maybe i am! lol but honestly all you are doing is prolonging the process. If this is what you really want, TO BE FREE, then you need to take the bull by the horns and take control of your life. I know where you are and i have been there numerous times but instead i would take them and by the time i was coming off the buzz i had already convinced myself that i wasn't ready to this. i have battled with this since 2006 and when you are really done you will do what you have to be done. today i am working on day 3 of being clean and i am finally starting to feel a lil better but i have to give all the glory to God! I asked him for help and he has made this so much easier. I know this time " I got this"!
I hope you the best of luck and i am here if you need somebody to talk to!
If today is the day you've decided to get your life back, I'd flush the last two and jump in with both feet. How many were you taking before? All I can say is - it will s*ck for a few days but then you will be better, and you will have your life back. I'm on day 4 of being clean from hydrocodone and I can see where the light is...I'm getting there.
Only you can decide if you are ready for this or not, but you have to commit completely and put any "but what if I can't handle it" or "what happens when it gets tough" and throw it away...you have to commit and DO this.
and it's totally doable...you can absolutely positively do this.
scroll up on the right where it says "health pages" and look for the Thomas recipe on that page...or scroll down on the right here on the main page and there's a link there as well.
take lots of hot baths, deep healing breaths, and get ready to feel sick....
one of the community leaders here says "you have to be OK with not being OK for a few days"...and really that's what it comes down to.
depression is a part of it...everyone here says that aftercare is the most important part of being clean, so you need to figure out what you're going to do...there are support groups, therapists, etc...
best of luck..hang around, you'll get some awesome advice!