Night of day 2

[catlover8]

It is so strange, but I started to feel a little more like my normal self tonight. I don't know why. I was dissapointed that BF fell asleep when I went over there, so I did not get to do anything fun. I am back at home bored. I actually feel O.K though and I have no idea why. I pray to God that it does not come back tomorrow. If I could feel like this tomorrow, I would be doing great. I almost felt a little like my old self. I am worried about sleep tonight. I had to be practically sedated last night. It is so hard to sleep. I think I am in need of another warm bath in a bit. I have only had one today. I was in such a good mood the second I started feeling a little better after crying my eyes out all day. I actually felt like it was going to be OK, and I remembered why I am doing this. To get my life back!

[dominosarah]

You will be feeling alot of emotions during this period.  We numbed ourselves up for so long we didnt realize we did have emotions.  Let yourself feel them, its okay.  Your doing really great cat so keep it going.          sara

[worried878]

When ur life comes back...after yrs of suppressing it with drugs..it can be an onslaught of emotion..pills make us not feel...and now u feel..which is a good thing..wouldnt u say?  u r just not used to feeling ur feelings//everytime u felt a negative vibe perhaps u popped a pill to escape any bad vibes///now u r wide open to feelings//u no longer have ur barrier to feeling what is real....and it is normal to feel unprotected//u r feeling what most of the human race feels everyday//u just are not used to it

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