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pleaseee help beat my oxy addiction .I need ur support

Hi I came on this site, looking to beat my oxy addiction. I just turned 20years old last month. I been snorting up to 8 to 12  oxy20ss for the last 6 months,160mg-240mg per day ( been snorting on and off since 2010)  I bought it from the street, I wasted ALMOST 20GRANDS over the last a year or so.  It has taken over my personal life and it had destroy my family also. I was a very happy person before this, I never thought I be hooked on this $hit. I bought my first car when I was 16 years old and had a very loving family. I was always the group leader in my crew growing up, I had lot of friends in highschool and was one of the cooler guys in the school, i would say. But EVERYTHING HAD CHANGED. I no longer talks to my dad anymore, and my mom is begging me to quit everyday. I cant keep seeing she cries over her drug addictioned son, ME. I droped out of college cuz I no longer can go into class withdrawaling cuz I couldnt found any the night before, I lost my job over me calling 7 sick days in a 25 day spams cuz of the withdrawal. I m no longer chasing the dragon , I just want my old life back, I want my family back. I dont want to keep on living this life style. I just snorted the last oxy I had and PLANNING TO GO COLD TURCKEY. LET ME KNOW IF U SHARES THE SAME OR PAST EXPERENICE DEAL WITH THIS. THANKS YOU
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2116781 tn?1337036879
Hey. Just waiting to let you know that you can and will have this beat! Determination and patience are really needed, you must remember why you are doing this. Stay focused and strong. I am presently 29 days clean, and although lacking in energy, feeing soooo much better. Dont give up. You are so worth it, and your family will love having thier son back. Take care  and keep us posed on how u r making out.
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Hi Im sorry , I could 't update the last 2 day, due to the fact, I was hospliazted on Saturday. It happend in the early morning , after I woke up with HUGGE AMOUNT OF sweats. I toke a nice 45 min hot shower,bt it didnt work as well, comparde to 1 and 2 day.  And I also was feel outta breathes with really really bad anxitey.by 8am I CALL 911 and they told me on the phone to check my pulse and it was really low 17 beat /15sec. once they arrived they noticed the clamy skin.
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3060903 tn?1398565123
hey you, i'm worried about your triggers this weekend, how'd you do with all of this? "Today is a new day!"
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1331115 tn?1536362140
Het haven't heard from you for a couple of days how are you doing? Come back on and post to let us know how you c/t is going. There are many people who can help and give support through all of this. So let us know how you are. I am pulling for you God Bless---Rick
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1331115 tn?1536362140
How are you doing today? I hope you are feeling a little better. Just keep going you will make it.---Rick
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3060903 tn?1398565123
I assumed you were in Canada, if not, check your local area for NA hotline, i'm sure it could help. Hope you're planning on using meetings.
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