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proud of kim

I would just like to tell everyone im going to get the best christmas present ever this year.A dont think anyone forgets Kim but on christmas eve Kim will have been clean of all drugs for 200 days a think she is an awesome wife and very very proud . Ihave the same clean time of heroin but messed up with cocaine but have been off coke for 32 days but i used that much i left myself feeling so low i wanted to die I also told everyone why my drug use started when i was 12 to 15 i was physicaly mentaly and sexualy abused that was always my excuse for  useing but no more im working on my recovery kim works on hers as what works for kim might not work for me congrats Kim a love you James
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I am so proud of you Kim. Congrats on all that clean time, you are doing great. James you better give her some loving to celebrate tonight, 3 orgasm minimum haha, it will cheer you up too:) Your so strong Kim, keep doing what your doing! Proud of you.
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Now your making me blush (thats a first lol). Iv took my curtsy. Who would have known that we would all end up so close and great friends. And now im even famous i have my own national kim day. We should make it a national holiday lol. Thank you my friends. You all make me feel so good about myself. I dont feel worthless anymore. p.s im gonna get james back for putting this up, oh and by the way letakos iv still never forgiven james for sitting on my fave pc. He shouldve blamed the dog lol. Love you girls Kim x
p.s.s Although it was quite sweet of him not thinking of himself just thinking of me
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again I agree with Sara.. I declare this National Kim day !! WHOO HOO :))
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It was nice to have "Kim" day today.......Stand up and take a bow girl, or is it a curtsy?  sara
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LMAO Kim !! I know that temper and I'm so Proud of you for getting it under control !! Poor James LOL LOL If I ever needed anybody to get angry for me I know where to go as you hold nothing back !! but I must say that life is easier when we do not let it rip instantly !! I'm so Proud of you on so many levels !!
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Thank you letakos. I know i did the work but i also needed support which you all gave me. I think it was a mix of both that done it. The support was always there when i needed it. When i was craving there was always someone there for me. No one judged me here and i could finally tell the truth about my addiction. Yous all gave me the strength to do the work and i will always be eternally grateful for that. I have a completely different life now. I still get cravings, i would be a liar if i said i didnt. Usually at least once a week. You know letakos the times when my cravings come on when i get upset about a certain thing, but i can get through that now whereas before the first thing i would have done as soon as i got home would be to take as much H as possible to numb my brain, but iv now learned to accept the things i cannot change. I just repeat the mizpah prayer to myself and it eventually stops. Hugs to you too Kim P.S  Im also working on that temper of mine as well now and i am getting a bit better. Ask James hes still here to prove it lol
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I agree with sara and I might add Beautiful Strong and a Pleasure to get to know !! You are the one that did the work Take Pride in yourself Kim as you have accomplished so much !! warm hugs
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Aww. Thank you Sara thats so nice. Ive been called a lot of things in my time but never classy before lol. And it takes a classy lady to know a classy lady. Thank you Kim x
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You are one classy lady kim~~~~hugs to you        sara
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me duh, The Channel....
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no sara for me it's only the pond!!!
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Thank you everyone. I didnt even know james had put this post up till i was having a look through the posts. I can remember when i couldnt hsve went 200 minutes without using never mind days. James thinks i dont get the recognition i should but i know james and my friends here on mh are proud of me and thats enough. I dont know how i got this far but i have and i have found my way at last. Id like to thank letakos, sophie, sara, gizzy, jimi, hollie,avis, kim, denise omg the list goes on and on id be here all day if i wrote everyones names. If theres anyone i havent mentioned i thank you all too i just dont have the space lol. All i need now is for James to find his way and everything will be fine. But that day will come eventually. Rome wasnt built in a day, nor was it built by one man but i have faith in him and when he sees his counsellour i think things will get a lot better as i think we both used drugs but for different reasons. But he is getting better by the day and im strong enough to help him now. All we need now is another pc so we can both be on mh at the same time lol. As i look forward to helping others too. As James also says not even another 200 days and itl be a year. That was unthinkable a year ago, i can hardly believe it myself. Thank you to all of you. I couldnt have done it without you. Fate works in  strange ways. Love you all Kim x
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Sophie...I LOVE your Mwhas.What an expressive word.Never read it till I came herebut just love it.Merry Christmas and many mwhas to you.
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Its not the channel.....its the pond!!!!
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I'm sooooooooo proud of you Kim that I can't seem to find the words...
You are an inspiration t us all and you sure are fighting the Beast so hard. You deserve every second of your clean time, you have been working so hard for it thru thick and thin.
Congrats girl, you're the BEST!!! A huge Yeeeeeehah to you!!!
All my love, tons of Mwha's and hugs crossing the Channel right now.
xoxoxo. sophie.
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This is AWESOME congratulations! You will have a wonderful holiday! Be proud!
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You know how I feel about you my sister !! I'm so Proud and Happy for you. I remember how much was going on and how far you had to go to get clean and with all the other things going on with you You did it and soon will be celebrating 200 days !! dance sisters dance for another has found her way !! Congratulations Kim.. love letakos
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that's my name.....and congrats!!!!  that's awesome!!!!!!
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Kim i am so proud of you.  Congrats on 200 days clean!!!  You are truely an amazing woman and i wish you only the best life has to offer.  Happy dancing Minnesota style for you!!!!            sara
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