quit roxys

[cali20916]

I've been on this site for the last couple days and it has helped me a lot....I just had a quick question tho....I quit cold turkey from doing blues 3 days ago....I was doing at least 5 a day for prolly nine months....the last 4 months I was prolly doing upwards of 8...and I was shooting em....the first two days where hell....I woke up today and felt pretty damn good....I was expecting to be doing terrible for at least a couple more days....even right now I feel awesome I didn't even have a problem sleeping the last couple days....I don't get it why I got over it so quick....pretty much I just want to know is it going just hit me all of a sudden within the next couple days are the wd's gunna come back or am I out of the worst part of it???

[overopiates]

U may have just gotten lucky this time(rarely happens+NEVER happens twice.U will know n24-48hours If u r n the clear w/physical w/d but u need2worry more about aftercare than ANYTHING else.Physical part is much easier than the mental/emotional part.

[cali20916]

Yes I know I have heavily abused just about everything out there and I know what's in store for me....its just really weird to me I mean I honestly have not thought of it once today....I know I didn't do them for that long but still I was shooting em which is pretty damn bad.....after having somewhat of a  clear head today and looking down at my hands and arms and seeing thr permanent scars ill prolly have it kinda makes me mad I did something that stupid to myself.

[gnarly_1]

HI welcome to the forum we get a couple of you guys/gals a month that seam to bet the odds or get a ...;;;get out of jail free card'' its rare but it happens although the physical detox is what scares most it is the mental anguish that brings people back to using you need to plug into some form of aftercare addition just dosent go away because you quit using ....using is just a symptom of something much biger going on in your life you need to get to the root of that to overcome your addiction also addicts are really compulsive we need to change the very way we think and reason you can learn this for free in the rooms of N/A or A/A if not that a good drug counselor or addiction therapist but you need to treat the disease or it will come back I wish you all the best in your recovery now become pro/active in it good luck and God bless.......Gnarly