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I just came on here because i feel SO lonely i have been abusing narcotics for idk how long couple years lately things gettin REALLY bad no money depression i already deal with anxiety and depression if i would have known how AWFUL not havin meds would be i would have def. not gotten in so deep. I lost my job so i am home with my son everyday, I do not really want to do suboxone for i feel your just replacing one drug with another, but i am weak not strong willed AT ALL i literally panic like right now when i am out of perks, I used to get SO excited about just havin my cute lil family and now ALL i think bout is pills :( i hate actin like a fein and driving people nuts and have noticed i am gettin shut out from all of my "friends" my poor husband has to deal with my bouts of depression and anxiety ALL time. I just do not know what to do I feel like I am losing my mind, just REALLY want my old life back.:( Thanks just needed to talk to SOMEone.
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       Congratulations on your abstinence time. When did you stop?  Which narcotic did you take?

        You can do it, and it`s a good thing you are aware of what you do/did to your family.
         As I`ve heard, it should get better... First days are always the hardest. You should live day by day, moment by moment, maybe do something to preoccupy yourself whit something you used to do (e.g.spend some time in nature with your husband) to avoid anxiety and depression.
         I`m going trough something like that. I`m not addicted, but I`m used to drink almost every night, and now it`s my second day(for the zillion-th time), and if anyone wants me to do something, i become even more depressed and i`m freaking out. I have a need to get my reward - alcohol...
        Just stay strong, and here are many ppl with good advises about narcotics who will share their experiences with you soon... and remember: you can do it...
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