sitting here like a zombie

[samari]

cant sleep,need water, kitchen is way over there....5ft away, uggghhh. want sleep.  yeah i guess i was trying to stay up all night to actually make it to day 5 lmao! so yeah- i hope today is better. cause yesterday BLEW IT! thank you all for your helpful words yesterday cause i was soooo ready to say **** it.  

[akitagurl12]

paydays were a huge trigger for me in the beginning.  But now I love all the extra money, and I am sure all the companies I was getting behind with because of my addiction love it too. lol  Hang in there, you are almost through the worst of the physical w/ds part!!!

[samari]

Went to sleep at 5 woke up at 8'30 , but for the moment okay, weird cause today's my dudes payday so my brain automatically began thinking of ways to  skim off the top of bills, crazy huh, so now im like well, I guess I better just get the vitamins and shyt I need so im have to scroll thru these posts to figure out which ones lol.  As of right this moment im feeling decent except that my head feels heavy, blah  I need ENERGY ,:D THANK U ALL for us continuous support  how r u guys!!!

[amaria]

Congrats on day 5, I used the otc vitamin melatonin religiously, pretty much the first month. They also make it in an er form. Congrats again! :)

[akitagurl12]

How are you feeling today?

[samari]

icy poles?  Popsicles, yes? will do ,having my dude bring me the pineapple/cherry big sticks :)  thank u for all ur support xoxoxoxo

[samari]

Thank u I am trying to rest, its like my body is tired my eyes are heavy but this brain will not shut down!  in any case I appreciate all advice given <3<3

[thewaz]

You are over the worst of the physical. Congrats for not giving up. Remind yourself over and over how hard this week has been.  You do NOT want to go through this again.  Please be patient.  Your body has endured so much this week and its going to take time to heal and feel good again.  You will be tired and may not sleep well.  Your tummy may still be confused.  You may feel moments of anxiety.  So now you start working on the healing process.  Nourish your body.  I used Ensure Boost.  Exercise your body. Maybe today you can walk to the kitchen ; ).  Rest your body when it tells you to.  You may not sleep but rest.  Continue to relax your body with hot baths.  Get some sun.  It's all good and you should be very proud.

[fpvfembacktobreakfree]

Hey huni hang in there ur doing so well have ya tryd icey poles i live on them the first week couldn't drink anything if ya body wants to sleep let it or u won't bub congrats on ur cleantime Godbless hugs from oz aj xoxoxoxo