My story

[nulife]

OK Im 24yrs old, i have been addicted to drugs since way back, started with alc,& mari -j- in middle school to to coke @ parties in my late teens, Coke i guess was the easest to give up,i hated myself on it i was a different person, so i found it very easy to turn it down and stay away. Then one night 4yrs ago i got into an altercation (bieng a punkie kid), Got really hurt so to try to ease the pain my sister offerd me some hyro 10mg, that night change my life prob. forever. Since then its been lokkin for people with scritps, stealing to buy them, stealing from familys med cabnit whatever......
"Finally" I found relible source working everyday but still poppin. One day thid kid @ work ask me if i messed with drugs i say yea i pop dro's bla bla bla.... He admits to me he does herion, i say ill never do that he says its the same there all opaites.. One day my supplier says "no i cant deal with you anymore they cut my script in half, what i got i need"... Im Starting to feel sick gotta work in for hours so i call my co- worker "can you get any dros, percs, oxys anything im felling like **** he says "i can get "H" **** i cant go to work like this so you know the rest started herion sumthing i vowed never to do.. But it was the same high only cheper and easy to get, 4 monts of living the user life, i said enough is enough, Came clean to my fam. they offerd help, so we learnd about suboxone went to the dr. he gave me script i was cured!!!! So i thought 6 mons. go by same dose same amount (64 8mg 3 times a day) no change?? not to metion the $$$$ omg. So i decided with my last script ill taper myself couldnt do it took full doses when it was gone, just to feel normal again started using (pills not h). I wanted my life back so i decide to go cold turkey, as i write this i guess you can say this is day 1.  I WANT MY LIFE BACK!!!!!!

[worried878]

Get all the info gathered that you can so u can prepare...and keep posting

[newmanagment]

take your life back, you can do it.. sounds like ya got good willpower, and we will be  here to help ya along the way. like savas said, check the health pages for the thomas recipe, and keep postin!!

[road2recovery]

You can get your life back!!!   You will have to fight, but sounds like you are ready....
What ws your dose of pills before you stopped??
I was at 15 10 mg of lortabs, and i would say the worst was 5 days.....U can do this..
r2r

[Savas]

Well, i'd start by looking at the upper right section of the screen on this site. There's some good material there that will help you with getting through this. good luck and I hope you make it.

Just be aware that it's not going to be totally painless. Unless you can run off to a Caribbean detox, that is. :)