i no i have read a lot on drugs the last 3 years i have not done what he is doing so i dont know what he is thinking when he is on it. he just looks so sick all the time the past 6weeks big black rings under his eyes no drive in him at all i get him up 4 work when i get the kids up 4 school i just hope he stops as not sure what i do.
thats the problem no one ever thinks of what it affects, they think id like to have a good high feeling then it wears off and they want it again and again, trust me he isnt purposely trying to hurt you or your kids dont think that, but he does need help, for me once a woke up from sleep id be fine until i went and smoked one then it was like a neverending chain either i ran out of money or crashed from sleep deprivation, i remember my wife calling me crying and my kids saying in the background when is daddy coming home and i felt so horrible but couldnt stop myself, bout makes me cry now thinking about it, crack takes all your cares and emotions away
thanks i hope he/we must of all ME can do it i am so mad after 3 years clean he has done this to me and my kids
Blotout is right. I have never done crack but I was addicted to heroin for 6 months. I know thats not that long but during that 6 months my life spirled out of control. I almost lost my husband and my kids. My days were planned around getting dope. I didnt eat most days because it took time away from getting my drugs. I completely lost myself. That too was my wake up call. I have almost 3 months clean. Its hard and with heroin I know there is a 75% relapse rate. Give him an altimatum. Me or the drugs. Thats what my husband did and I love him so much and that was enough for me to stop. I went through my wd's and now I have come to terms with alot of the pain I was running from. I wish you the best and this forum is awesome for support so post anytime you need to.
hi sorry to hear this, i personally kinda went through the same thing, i almost lost everything due to the crack, i went on for about 2 yrs destroying my health/job/finances/life/marriage until my wife finally had enough and was going to walk out for good, thats when something in my stupid head clicked and said enough is enough, that **** makes you not care about anything or anybody, the only thing you care about is getting more, good luck