No one is a lost cause come back and lets see if we can work things out. Trouble you are so worth it ,,,,James
Some do get pain reilef with sub however sub is very exspensive and if u are not getting the proper aftercare it becomes a replacement for your doc .I would try going off it with a good recovery care program first without the some if that does not work then look into sub that's only my opinion however
thx u guys. im very seriously thinking about trying Sub (which i considered last relapse too). at this point the only strike against it for me is the fact it doesnt help chronic pain, and if you needed real pain meds suddenly (such as when my back goes out super bad) you cant just go take a vicodin/it wont work/gets blocked by the sub. My back has gotten much worse lately which is in part what caused this relapse but of course only a small part of the blame can be placed there. It was mostly an emotional need for it that let me cave and use again to help both pains. I just dont know what to do anymore. I feel like a lost cause
Trouble where are you????
Terry
hey girl stay strong coz that's all any of us can do.
in day 1 of sobriety & i know what i am facing through internet research.
chose ineverthought as my id because ineverthought it would happen to me: i smoke cigarettes too (want to quit for years), but can't imagine giving it up right now, but soon, i hope & pray.
only have this forum for support: am glad for it, but still learning. 1 friend who i confided in, but she's never taken a pill stronger then ibuprofen in her life!
have lots of reasons, my kidz above all, but am determined to kick this ****: tired of being a slave.
took last of my stash yesterday morning, so i guess i have 24 hours under my belt. the night was rough w/d already plus restless legs & hardly any sleep which i love.
hanging in there...you do the same
Trouble...Please come back here where you are among friends who love and care for you.
We are your true friends and will help you heal...not suck the life and money from you like drugs and dealers do.
You are at a fork in the road and in one direction there is a dark abyss leading to nowhere but death and destruction....and in the other is light and happiness.
Please come and join us again and we will help you.
I am looking at a beautiful rainbow outside right now and thinking of you.
Love and prayers to you
Hey girl rember the great advise you gave to others. Well girl take some of that advise for yourself. You are so worth the fight trouble for you and your kids. I can rember all the help you gave to others and thats a great gift to have. Now its time to help trouble you deserve to be happy and clean.We all relapse dont beat yourself up about it. Trouble thats what you would say to others who had relapsed rember. Cmon trouble get this done you know you can we no you can. ,,,,,,James
You have 2 choices ok. Continue using and destroy what you worked for and sink further down or stop using and end this relapse NOW, it's your choice? You have some great kids that love and need their Mommy so snap out of it and get back up. Cmon trouble please, we are here for you to help and relapse does NOT mean it's over, it's only over if you give up. Get tough girl and stop now please please please.
Hey Trouble~ Geez! I'm sorry...must have been something big to cause this....need
to get to the root of that. I'm sure you feel pretty crappy right now...come on and buck up and get'er done!! Just get back on the horse...you're sooo worth it!!! And we miss
you!!!
Vicki xo
Well, you can add one more to the list who stayed on your rear end.
You need help--outside support--and I fear if you don't get it you will loose this battle. I want you to do this for you but if you can't right now, then do it for your kids. Do it for your animals. Heck, do it for your kitchen table, JUST DO IT!! You have to start somewhere.
Tell us what you plan to do next because I know you don't want to go on like this.
And don't ever think you are not worth it and don't ever think there is not hope.
Trouble, the first step is stopping the pillls again...Then YES, you have to get some help...you do have alot pn your plate, but you are not alone...most of us have alot on our plates...it is a matter of priorities...top priority has to be getting yourself some help!!!! you know you can "get clean" trouble is staying that way...GET SOME AFTERCARE....NOW!!!!!!
YOU are worth fighting for........
Trouble you know i have always given it to you straight up so here i go again.......You can do something about this. Sitting there feeling sorry for yourself wont help. Saying you are too weak is just an excuse and you know it. How long have you been taking pills? If you dont get some help for this it will kill you, plain and simple. Do you really want to just curl up in a ball and give up? Yes we have talked till we are blue in the face and you know why? There is another way Trouble. You dont have to live like this. You hold the key that unlocks those chains that are killing you. Face those demons. Trust me using hurts alot worse than getting the help you so desperately need. Your choice girl......hope you make the right choice. These pills will kill you........sara
girl you can get threw this you just need more help.Thats why sara and i push recoverycare you need that support system so when you have thin like the mental pain and the physical pain you have people right there to help pull you threw .. Stayin away is just oin to push you farther down ...you need the help this time let others help you .
OK time to get your mojo back! Relapse is part of the "addiction" sickness.
Time to seek help don't ya think? You know we will be here for you!
Terry
well i know i shouldnt "leave" here but feel like a huge hypocrite. besides whats there to talk about- apparently it doesnt matter- when i was clean, i gave "great advice" to others who needed help yet in the end couldnt help myself anyways. And you guys (avis & sara in particular) have talked yourselvs freakin blue in the face to me about aftercare etc and as you can see I didnt listen. Thank you for trying to help me, i wish it had worked. Im sorry i wasted your time, i can imagine how frustrated you must feel. but my weakness, my sickness, whatever you want to call it- become too overpowering. both my physical pain and emotional pain became too much again lately. So thats where Im at. back to eating pills worse than ever
Trouble, you NEED to talk..... Please come back....
Come on girl! We know you have a bunch on your plate. Post OK?
Terry
Your mood said you failed again so that is why we are wondering. Talk to us. Now is the time you NEED to talk.......sara
this is not the time not to post trouble you cant do this alone
jsut here for a second to let you guys know im not posting because i relapsed, sorry guys. i didnt want to say anything to anyone but since a few of you are wondering where ive been lately i owe you the truth.
I just saw your mood after reading this post. What is going on? Talk to us Trouble. Hope your ok.