This journey

[confused456]

On this journey, I have had lots of obstacles, up and downs, and just bad days in general. Things are looking up in my world so to speak and I am much happier again. I have several friends on here that have helped me so much. Probably more than they will ever know. Last night, I wrote some thoughts in my journal if anyone is interested because I was cleaning, and I had found them and I had forgot about them, well, I think we all forgot things like this, so I wanted to  just remind everyone. I guess its food for thought, or something like that. Have a wonderful day and weekend.

[confused456]

Thanks everyone. All of your support and kind words have helped me to get this far. On the 19th, I will celebrate 1 month and I can't wait!!! Things are looking much more clear and now I can relate when someone says "the fog is lifting"......

[122 Tactical Fighter Group]

Hearty congratulations - - and there is no reason to even think about feeling stupid for appreciating your recovery - Thats kind of where you are now - welcome home!

[sickcookie]

I too felt the same way ,who would have thought no pills would feel this good.Great Post your an inspiration for so many

[GoingToMakeIt]

You are a wonderful person. I am glad things are getting better for you. We felt like these pills made us something. But they made us ruin our lives. What we did do was never done with the same accuracy as we can do being without them.

[confused456]

Thanks. I find it odd, I was looking at a post where I said the pills made me feel like superwoman, but now I am finding that I kind of fell that way now without them. I know I sound stupid, but I feel like I can finally accomplish the things that I have put off for too long.

[cathy5841]

you are just plain awesome.  you  know i love you girl and watching your life transform has been a pleasure.  this journey has taken you around lots of curves and you traveled over plenty of bumps, but through it all you have hung on.  girl you are gonna do big things with your clean life.  stick around here cuz you are a great asset here to all those in need.  have a great day sweetie.
love and prayers
cathy

[gizzy32]

hey, you have done great, your so close to a month now and i am proud of you. getting clean has many ups and downs, there is no way around that, but you got through them and for that you are stronger now. you will really start to notice some changes in yourself now around the month mark, changes for the better. congrats

[bmc1976]

What if I can't dance or sing??!!!!! Just kidding. I really enjoyed reading that entry! It's was nice to read over that. Thanks for posting that in your journal.

[sickcookie]

Your doing great and love your journals,sometimes we need to remember to not wish our life away and enjoy what is today .Much easier to do today than a few weeks ago ,cuz then I was wishing for today if that makes any sense.