winning this war:)

[kksmama]

So,

I know i just posted a few hours ago, HOWEVER....I just had to let everyone know that since reading my last post comments, I feel even stronger!!!!  I have cleaned some more cooked a great meal for my family, laundry and even visited a friend!!!!  I know i have a LONG  road ahead, but i feel great about life right now!!  I feel so FREE!!!  Even though my body aches and my head hurts, my heart and my soul feel great!  I dont feel guilty when i look at my daughter, and when i go to bed at night I can actually PRAY!!!  For so long when i went to bed i couldnt even let myslef pray because i felt like how dare i pray to god for anything when all i am doing is killing myself!  I know if it werent for god i couldnt have made it through these past 4 days!!  Looking forward to day #5!!!!!

[gizzy32]

Congrats on getting clean. This is such a positive post and im happy for you. When we set our minds to do it, nothing can stand in our way if we want it bad enough. Well done

[badsneakers]

You rule, keep up the good work!  Life is ahead of you...