wow i thought this was a website that was going to HELP

[rachellep357]

I would never of signed up for this ****. i though this site was to get answers from people going threw what i am....GUESSSSSS NOTTTTTTTTTTTT.................................................SUCKSSSSSSSSSS

[ROSIEX4]

I hope you didn't give up because of my post. I should have posted under migraine help, instead of addiction. Although, I could be considered addicted to Butalbital and Ultram. I've never used the Ultram for a 'lift' in my mood, so I can't give any advice to you. My post is more of a 'be addicted to a med' or die of a migraine. The other folks here can help you. This is a great site, with lots of caring people who want to share their personal experiences with you. I found out a lot about Ultram, or Tramadol, that I didn't know. I'll be looking into this med more, also. I hope you find what you need. DominoSarah seems to be the glue in this forum. Talk to her. Sarah. Hope you stay around.  Good Health to all here.

[dominosarah]

Please come back and talk to us......

[udoschoices]

she also got someone that posted right after her that sounds like they are still using and who was rather rude and which probably caused her reaction that led to this post..

rachel - that person who posted right after you is not a regular or vet and not indicative of the type of support you will get here... just start a new question or respond to this one and you will get all the help and support you can imagine and not even have to ask for...  it is here.

[Dav125]

Rachelle posted a couple posts four days ago Jimmy. The one above is in a different sub forum and has to do with some sort of birth defect her 4 yo boy has with his legs and feet that nobody responded to.

.This below I believe is what's wrong...This is her first post which I have copied below. But made the common mistake some do not looking at the date. It was located in an old thread and nobody picked up on it and responded to her directly.....Dav

http://www.medhelp.org/posts/Addiction-Substance-Abuse/Hydrocodone-Withdrawal/show/43699?personal_page_id=2114245#post_6786222


Hi, my name is rachelle. My mother and grandmother both passed away from overdosing on Hydrocodone and xanax.
i told my self i would never in my life take drugs.I am 22 years old with a beautiful 4 year old son. I started taking vicodin 2 years ago. First i started taking one and i loved the way it made me feel,after months and months i needed more. Now i take ten or more vicodin a day plus around 6-12 xanax a day. Even taking that many a day i dont get a high it just gets me up in the morning. I AM READY TO STOP. I DONT WANT TO LIVE LIKE THIS ANYMORE. i dont want my son going threw what i did when i was a child. i tell myself everyday i am going to stop and i don't. I don't know what to do anymore i want to quit and i need help. But, i am scared of the withdrawling part. When i don't have them i can't even get myself out of bed, it's misserable and i feel ashamed of my self.....   IT'S TIME FOR ME TO CHANGE THIS ADDICTION. i am going to search for help asap. yes, its going to be VERY HARD but, i have to do this not only for myself but my son. who deserves a mother without an addiction.. thank you this site helped me by reading everyone's comments.... I WILL PRAY FOR EVERYONE WHO IS GOING THREW WHAT I AM. god bless.....And i have faith i can do this.....


    

[Jimmy1975]

We're listening . Whats wrong and why do you feel you were not helped ? Jimmy

[Dav125]

Rachelle, does this have to do with what you posted about your child's medical problems that you posted here?? Come back and talk to us...

http://www.medhelp.org/posts/Aspergers-Syndrome/To-anybody-that-can-help/show/1494570?personal_page_id=2114245#post_6790664

[Dav125]

You need to breath and tell us what the problem is..You will find people that have experience with virtually any drug in existence in here..Apparently your judging from a fast read of a couple posts..

Whats going on??

[dwbson]

Try again. Tell us what you need.

[ImDONENoMore]

Oh my - what happened?  What were you needing to talk to us about?  I'm so sorry you're feeling that way.  Tell me more, I'm here!