Alright the question is simply right there. I have a decent relationship with her, but it is definitely not a strong one by any means. I see her infrequently, and there is little discussion about her being in my life constantly. I find that this is flawed. I think it also contributes to my sexual issues that concern her, and other females. I feel that my lacking relationship with my mother has led me to mistrust females in general, and I do not feel secure around them. Maybe intimacy scares me, but I really do not know. I often find myself fantasizing about my mother as well. This, I cannot explain what so ever. When I go to visit her I tell her my feelings. I tell her that she is the woman that I feel these desires for, and of course, she finds that this is completely wrong. I know it is wrong as well. I need help on answering these questions. I do not know how I developed in this way, and I have no idea how it became that my mother is, in my eyes, a woman, rather my mother. Please help me with the issue, I have no idea what to do, and I am completely confused.