Hi all...... I am on day 9 without drinks!! woo hoo.. Having a very hard time w/ the emotional, mind part of it. No physical. I was more a weekend drinking no i mean BEYOND WASTED kind of drinking.. then about the last year turned into maybe once or twice a week. I'm still trying to get the courage to get my a** to a AA Meeting.,,,, that is scary to me! I'm still thinking god I know i am an alcholic,,,, but really?????????? How could this happen to me.. I just dont get it. Anyways.. Can anyone recommend some good books to read while getting through this first month???? Thanks so much! Kris