Two doctors have already told you it's nothing. If either of them had felt something unusual, they would have sent you immediately for further testing. In two weeks you'll be seeing your PCP and I promise that you are NOT going to die from a non-existent cancer waiting for that appointment.
Not eating is not good and it's no wonder your stomach is churning! EAT SOMETHING! And stop all the poking and prodding and looking in mirrors! Only a doctor is going to know if something is not right and two of them have assured there is NOTHING!
Your anxiety is WAY out of control and THAT is what you should be concerned about. You need to discuss that with your doctor as well. If you've just moved in with your fiancé and are in the process of preparing for your wedding........those are two really big life changes that bring with them a lot of anxiety.
You seriously need to calm down and focus on all the positives. Talking about these issues with your finance would be a good place to start.
I hope you will let us know what your doctor says.
You're going to be fine.
Thank you for your reality slap. It seriously is something I needed. I had my appointment today and we talked about my abdominal fears and issues and she thinks I am just suffering from constipation from not having a rounded diet. And she felt my abdomen many times both standing up and laying down and she said she felt nothing abnormal at all.
Now I'm just suffering from a cold that has me nauseous and with a scratchy throat and I haven't slept in a couple nights and it has me all wound up but I'm trying to relax so I can heal.
I don't know why all these fears become so real. It's very scary.