For the past couple of weeks I’ve been feeling nervous and restless. I get tense. I feel panic. I get a rapid heart rate. I sometimes get muscle soreness. I find it difficult in focusing or thinking clearly about anything that I’m worried about. I get worried that I might be pregnant even though my period ended today. It lasted a full 6 days (usually lasts 5,or 6, or 7 days. Depends on what I do and if I’m stressed or not). And I’m also super worried about my boyfriend leaving the state in 2 days. I can’t sleep. I get gastrointestinal problems such as gas and diarrhea. I get a strong desire to avoid my boyfriend because I feel like he’s causing my anxiety because I don’t want him to leave even though he’s not doing anything wrong and he’s taking care of me. I get obsessive about certain ideas such as that I will always feel like this, that things in my life are always going to be the same. (Daily routine REALLY bothers me. I also feel that it’s part of what I feel.) I sometimes feel cold and shaky. I get a fear of going crazy. I feel helpless. In the mornings i get severe anxiety, nausea, and stomach aches. I catatrophize a lot. I get waves of depression. I feel futile(useless). I get a fear of never ending doom. Sometimes I can’t stay calm or still. I get abominal cramping. Sometimes I get a sharp pain between my chest or on the sides. Sometimes my nipples hurt. I feel like I loose track of time or I feel lost. I feel SUPER sad. I don’t get hungry. I get anxiety to eat because I feel that I will get nauseous. I sometimes have to pee of how nervous i get. This all goes away for a little while then it comes back again. As the days got closer for my boyfriend to leave the state, I began to feel all of this more and more, but I’m afraid to go to the doctor for the fear that he will tell me that I’m pregnant or that I have something else.