So when I was young like 4 yrs old I was touched by my cousin and uncle. I would spend alot of time at my aunty’s house becuase my parents worked all the time. My cousin dropped out of school and I don't really remember how it all started. But he used to touch me sexually while he would baby sit me. I didn't do anything about it becuase I was young and didn't know what I was doing. I kinda wanted it. I know it sounds bad but it's true. Idk how but my uncle started touching me too and I was scared of getting in trouble I don't know I was very timid. This happend for years and it stopped after I refused to do it becuase I was growing up and me and my family moved cities and cut them off becuase they were fake and were hiding a big secret about dad's infidelity (he was cheating on my mom) So after we moved Im now 14 years old and I never spoke to them again. I am very ashamed and I feel remorse for what they did to them, becuase of them I grew up fast mentally. I so scared and paranoid to ever have a boyfriend or have sex. What should I do? I am scared to talk to my mom and dad about this. I get very depressed and anxiety about what happened to me. I feel like I will get very judged. I don't think I ever lost my virginity to them. But my cousin did do anal on me. ): What do I do? Its been about 2 years and half that that happend to me.
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