Ive had allbthese symptoms also been out of work for six month do to crazy anxiety. I went and had an mri and had six lesions ony brain only 24 also had three retina tears in the past cupple of months i feel as if im dying of a heart attack three times a day atleast. Hang in there i am its hard but i have a kid. Good luck to you i havnt got any answers yet. Those sharp head pains made me cry and im not a person to cry for pain.
Hi Mike...it's the pot honey, this is what happens to some people. Did you have any kind of anxiety before you ever smoked? Even a little? And yes, once you're caught up in that anxious cycle, smoking will most certainly make you feel just horrid!. If you're smoking the dispensary kind, that is VERY powerful stuff...but at this point for you, it doesn't matter *what* kind it is.
Put 'weed' 'pot' or 'marijuana' up in the search engine of this forum, and you will see you're not alone in this.
To get better, you need to leave that stuff behind forever and I mean NEVER AGAIN, and realize you are simply someone who can't smoke weed. It stays in the system up to 30days; will take a while to clear your system, as it binds to the fats cells, but you will gradually begin to feel better, then you can start to get your anxiety under control.
Just know there is HOPE.
Sorry, very anxious and tired myself, but in rereading, I see you had several head injuries and these issues prior, so no need to answer my question.
Also...with the way you're feeling, I know it's super hard not to post repeatedly, but try not to; you'll get others irritated, so try to sit back and wait for people to answer. And no more mentioning of suicide, that will just get your post removed.
Stop smoking the weed. It is a proven anxiety starter for some people. I have had experience with this myself. Give it time for your mind and brain to heal.
I would also suggest getting rid of the boxing career. I know a guy in his early 40s that boxed when he was younger. He walks around like a zombie now from all the head shots he took when he was younger (and he was a pretty good fighter).
Hang in there
Please don't think of a permanent decision for a TEMPORARY problem!!! Things can always get better.. You have to find the proper help and don't give up!!! Prayers to you!
Also, stop smoking weed, that hardly worth the trouble. I know some people are not for anti depressants but when anxiety and depression is effecting your life so much it can be a life saver. My personal opinion, I think it should be combined with therapy and coping mechinisms. But check with a doctor of course, i'm not a doctor i'm just speaking from experience. You can beat this you just need to be proactive. ALso, you might want to research into anxiety and symptoms and see if it seems to fit! Anxiety can make you think you are dieing!.. And yes I agree with no more boxing as well. Best of luck to you.